Admitance

I feel very lost and alone in this world because of my daily struggles
waking up and seeing my self in the mirror is hard
I know I don't need any one to make me happy
But i know that I cant make my self happy
I have come to the admitance that I will never be HAPPY I may feel a slight sparkle, try and force out of the darkness for the split second that it shines
I will most likelly cherish those moments even tho I know that the daily pain will darken out the light